Night used to be cells of
unsolicited solitude
but I put the time
to good use.
I read,
wrote songs
and practiced
all the clever things
I would say
extemporaneously,
if I were ever lucky enough
to get a date.
I stayed up
late into the night
beside a static-filled
AM radio
and I imagined
I was the only one
tuned into this
distant AM station
playing old country and western tunes.
Night always told me
"Someday.
Someday, man, it'll
all be different.
Better."
Now
at the end of the day
filled with
my family
who have no hesitation
in claiming
my every waking hour,
I revel in my solitude,
as I troubleshoot computers,
listen to old C&W songs over
the internet,
write the occasional poem,
and sink deeper
into some library book,
I look out
at the blue purple sky
and realize night
was right.
