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Tuesday, March 06, 2018

Unhealthy

When I do not ask
for what I want,
I feel bad,
guilty, ashamed.

When I ask
for what I want,
I also feel bad,
guilty, ashamed.

I just didn't think
I was so
unhealthy. 



7 comments:

  1. Can't win for losing. Always a rough spot to be in.

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  2. I like the hidden "one-healthy" at the end. That was very clever, if intentional.

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  3. Ha ha, love the humorous ending after all that angst.

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  4. you're not. it's the world that's messed up. ~

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  5. Mental (ill) health is like that - a pisser.
    But recognising same is a plus - although it might not feel like that.
    You have burdens, sometimes (?often) they will get you down.
    Recognise your strengths for you certainly have them - but it is easy for me to say that as I don't live your life.
    You have got this far - so you do have strength, so give your self a pat om the back.
    It is okay to feel down at times, you are allowed to feel sorry for yourself - but try not to let it overwhelm.
    You are not unhealthy - you are human.
    Anna

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  6. ...Hard to say what's the right thing to do!

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  7. Oh, I knew I was. Just another day at the office!

    la la Mosky

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