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Friday, April 01, 2016

I Kill Myself Nightly

I do not count on
being reborn everyday,

so I kill myself nightly,
and collect the days' missteps,
wipe away the unnecessary
ugly sentiments,
the emotional fecal matter
from the bung hole
of my self.

I cherry pick
the two or three
good moments
of my day,
the divine reminders
of charity and grace
and take their snapshot,

and in my evening
prayers,
I place them on the pyre
of impermanence
of regret
and light that holy mess
on fire.

The evil ashes
float to heaven
for forgiveness,
and the near gold
is heated in the hope,
that it will become
purified,

and I take these
few shiny nuggets
and start again
upon awakening.

The time is at hand
for my nightly sacrifice
of self-destruction.

See you in the morning.

3 comments:

  1. This is really fabulous... I love the idea behind it as well as the writing itself. Great start to Poetry Month!

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  2. Absolutely incredible, B. I like the use of "pyre of impermanence"

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  3. Powerful stuff. I LOVE this:
    "collect the days' missteps"

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