I wanted to be a playwright
which gave me the first taste of
playing God,
fixing the problems
in my real life with
imaginary characters.
My plays had great
dialogue
but terrible plotlines
because I could never figure out
how to end the story.
I just liked being
in the moment
one person
communing,
communicating
with another.
I tried five times
and finally quit
and this is why
I am here
doing this
now.
I no longer
play God
nor do I want to,
and I am
ever surprised
by the endings
written for me.
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Probably what makes you an excellent poet, really.
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